Reflecting

My birthday is on saturday,and I cant help but to think about the accomplishments and others that I have yet to complete.These thoughts occurs every year a few days before my birthday,and then the slight feeling of depression takes over,but it goes away after a few days. I just think to myself,I'm alive and I still look like I can pass for a teen,or at least I think so lol. Every year one reflects about the year leading up to the next and evaluate how much you have gown, how you can take yourself higher to a better place. All I want is to get better at what I do and be comfortable. Human beings need security to feel asured that life will run smooth as possible, or a fall back plan. As a creative person,I can be hard on myself.Most of us are. Its natural.I have grown so much in the last year. My mentality,and creative skills have improved so much. My eyes are opened to new possibilities that I hadnt seen in the past. I have shed bad habbits and dressed myself up in a new outlook on the world and how it should see me and how I see it. I am ready to recieve all the good things that I deserve,and I'm willing to work hard for it.Still I rise Ms.Angelou.